yesterday i dreamed i went to Da's home. I know I have been there for many times.
I was a model, as a freshman in his university. I wanted to be a model and to perform well.
but I couldn't find the show dress.
i run a lot to find it but i juz couldn't.
i was anxious but didnt know what to do.
Thursday, 16 April 2009
Wednesday, 15 April 2009
role A and role B
i called chloe tonite and talked abt for 2 hours. sometimes i feel very pity abt ourselves, coz the topic around our talk is all abt gossip in high school. I think: maybe Yan will never talk about this on her phone now... but chloe and i are different coz we have come to a new nation and have our brand new start. the same thing is that we cannot give up our pasts.. coz they are so memorable.
juz talk back to what i really want to say=]
there is always a confusion around a question. i m sure it exists amongst most of girls: why there aren't anyone who wants to chase us!!! also, there are no good-quality guys around us. chloe even said: i have never seen a good-quality guy in my life.
i agree.
and we also discuss why there are some girls who are truly popular amongst guys though, they are not 'that' pretty.
we divide role A and role B inside girls.
chloe and i have found we have the same situation when we face boys: we will pretend that we have no ambitious, not agressive. We study well juz because we want high marks, juz because emulous as little children. We have no goal for our lives. We are simple, as simple as little kids. We are naive, as naive as little pussy. This, we call this Role B.
When we face guys, we will switch our character into Role B, almost automatically.
however, when we are with girls, we become another kind of persons. We are mature. We understand everything. We are so sophisticated that we are not like 19 years old. We know the truth of this dark society. We are almost the soul leaders amongst 19-year-old girls. We are complicated, and also sensitive and sentimental. This is Role A.
Some girls, we know some like milk, just have Role B. They are simple and naive in front of both guys and girls. However, honestly, I think they know everything in their minds. They are barely good at pretending. I like milk, sometimes, honestly. Sometimes i think she is too fake. SOmetimes i juz want to look after her, coz she desires it so much, as a little child.
Some girls juz have Role A. They are mature, from inside to outside. They are true and straightforward. Their characters are so distinct that girls like them very much. However, most of them are not as popular as the former type amongst guys. They appear independent thus guys view them as superwomen, rather than girl friends. HOwever, there are also special cases, like Monica. She is straightforward and true. The boys around her thought she was easily accessible because of her cheerful personality. Most of them were attracted by this.
Most girls, in my opinion, have Role A and Role B. Also, most girls, in my opinion, are able to switch them automatically, and unconciously.
The one who have only Role A and Role B, the situation of them are very extreme---they are most popular amongst guys, or, they are always neglected by males.
Just best wishes, for all girls---all of us can meet the one (a good-quality guy) who really understands and appreciates us.
juz talk back to what i really want to say=]
there is always a confusion around a question. i m sure it exists amongst most of girls: why there aren't anyone who wants to chase us!!! also, there are no good-quality guys around us. chloe even said: i have never seen a good-quality guy in my life.
i agree.
and we also discuss why there are some girls who are truly popular amongst guys though, they are not 'that' pretty.
we divide role A and role B inside girls.
chloe and i have found we have the same situation when we face boys: we will pretend that we have no ambitious, not agressive. We study well juz because we want high marks, juz because emulous as little children. We have no goal for our lives. We are simple, as simple as little kids. We are naive, as naive as little pussy. This, we call this Role B.
When we face guys, we will switch our character into Role B, almost automatically.
however, when we are with girls, we become another kind of persons. We are mature. We understand everything. We are so sophisticated that we are not like 19 years old. We know the truth of this dark society. We are almost the soul leaders amongst 19-year-old girls. We are complicated, and also sensitive and sentimental. This is Role A.
Some girls, we know some like milk, just have Role B. They are simple and naive in front of both guys and girls. However, honestly, I think they know everything in their minds. They are barely good at pretending. I like milk, sometimes, honestly. Sometimes i think she is too fake. SOmetimes i juz want to look after her, coz she desires it so much, as a little child.
Some girls juz have Role A. They are mature, from inside to outside. They are true and straightforward. Their characters are so distinct that girls like them very much. However, most of them are not as popular as the former type amongst guys. They appear independent thus guys view them as superwomen, rather than girl friends. HOwever, there are also special cases, like Monica. She is straightforward and true. The boys around her thought she was easily accessible because of her cheerful personality. Most of them were attracted by this.
Most girls, in my opinion, have Role A and Role B. Also, most girls, in my opinion, are able to switch them automatically, and unconciously.
The one who have only Role A and Role B, the situation of them are very extreme---they are most popular amongst guys, or, they are always neglected by males.
Just best wishes, for all girls---all of us can meet the one (a good-quality guy) who really understands and appreciates us.
Tuesday, 14 April 2009
sometimes, sometimes
sometimes i miss him. i haven't seen him online on msn for a few days... and my mobile card has expired so i cant call him..
i know it s impossible that we can be together again. it s my problem... not his...
but sometimes i think about our 3 years...it has been a long time...no body else can give me such a rosy memory. he s as soft as milk. he s such a nice guy.
sometimes i feel very guilty.
sometimes i think, what do i feel if he has somebody else? yes.. i will definitely feel jealous. but i will pray for them
will i?
he swears many times that he will love me forever. yes, i trust he will. i m his first love. a man won't forget his first love. but maybe i will only be a little girl inside his heart, forever young, forever 16 years old.
but i m not the one who stays with him for the rest of his life.
maybe i will be successful. maybe i will meet another sweet guy, smart and gentle.
but he will not give me another memory like what i had when i was 16 years old.
when i was 16, everything was so pure.
colorful sky upon my head. cool breeze.beautiful school uniforms. so many kind-hearted friends. and amazing school and teachers.
and i have a boy who said he would love me forever.
i know it s impossible that we can be together again. it s my problem... not his...
but sometimes i think about our 3 years...it has been a long time...no body else can give me such a rosy memory. he s as soft as milk. he s such a nice guy.
sometimes i feel very guilty.
sometimes i think, what do i feel if he has somebody else? yes.. i will definitely feel jealous. but i will pray for them
will i?
he swears many times that he will love me forever. yes, i trust he will. i m his first love. a man won't forget his first love. but maybe i will only be a little girl inside his heart, forever young, forever 16 years old.
but i m not the one who stays with him for the rest of his life.
maybe i will be successful. maybe i will meet another sweet guy, smart and gentle.
but he will not give me another memory like what i had when i was 16 years old.
when i was 16, everything was so pure.
colorful sky upon my head. cool breeze.beautiful school uniforms. so many kind-hearted friends. and amazing school and teachers.
and i have a boy who said he would love me forever.
egg bread pudding
First, beat three eggs
then, pour abt 300ml milk into the bowl and put it into the microwave
heat for abt 3 mins
pour the eggs into the milk. and beat them as perfectly as possible
tour the bread into slides and put them into the mixture
u can also add some cream and as much sugar as u like (the sweeter the better!!!=])
put the mixture into the microwave and heat for abt 10 mins
when it looks like pudding, it suggests it s done! and sprinkle some sugar on it!!!
it s very very delicious~~~ a lovely dessert! easy to do and also healthy~
then, pour abt 300ml milk into the bowl and put it into the microwave
heat for abt 3 mins
pour the eggs into the milk. and beat them as perfectly as possible
tour the bread into slides and put them into the mixture
u can also add some cream and as much sugar as u like (the sweeter the better!!!=])
put the mixture into the microwave and heat for abt 10 mins
when it looks like pudding, it suggests it s done! and sprinkle some sugar on it!!!
it s very very delicious~~~ a lovely dessert! easy to do and also healthy~
这里很像歪酷
今天做了牛奶吐司布丁~还不错呢！就像炖蛋再加香香的面包~
今天阴天，厚厚的乌云。
终于知道为什么有那么多人喜欢法棒了。今天很幸运，买到了新鲜出炉的法棒！香喷喷的，握在手中暖暖的，真的很香很香的麦香味！而且，后劲很足。
再一次和牛奶了，全脱的。热了以后很像喝白开水，可是对身体应该很有好处吧:S
早餐:9:30 一个奇异果
午餐：14：30一个半马铃薯饼 半碗牛奶吐司布丁
晚餐：19：00半杯全脱脂牛奶（大概34大卡）
今天阴天，厚厚的乌云。
终于知道为什么有那么多人喜欢法棒了。今天很幸运，买到了新鲜出炉的法棒！香喷喷的，握在手中暖暖的，真的很香很香的麦香味！而且，后劲很足。
再一次和牛奶了，全脱的。热了以后很像喝白开水，可是对身体应该很有好处吧:S
早餐:9:30 一个奇异果
午餐：14：30一个半马铃薯饼 半碗牛奶吐司布丁
晚餐：19：00半杯全脱脂牛奶（大概34大卡）
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